as I see it

Days after days after days....waiting 4 some or the other deadline 2 come closer so dat I start working...I m fed up of all this...I find it so difficult 2 kill time even when I hav loads of work 2 do...What has happened 2 me ??
Final exams approaching, 2 projects 2 complete,1 presentation and I m like Dude give me some work...I m the most wella person of all times...

I m unable 2 concentrate...be it anything...studies,sports nything...

Wat goes on is...attend lecture in the morning(only if its the 1 wid attendance panga)..otherwise keep sleeping...if its SSD lecture get up and attend or else keep sleeping...wake up half an hr b4 tutorial..attend tut...then lab...come bak...switch on the pc...logon 2 orkut...chk scraps...waste time...chk mails..fwd few...waste some more time...LOOP this..until its 6PM...as soon as its 6...get ready go 4 cricket...open the innings..bat wid mind somewhr else...get OUT in the very first over and watch others play...or go 4 basketball...come bak field (if my team was batting first) ...and lol these days its like 99% times I m a part of the loosing team...

come bak frm field...unlock PC...run the same LOOP again till its 8PM...take a shower ..go 4 dinner...keep on roaming and pondering as 2 wa 2 eat...come bak run LOOP again until I feel sleepy...

and if its a holiday or a no-tut no-lab day...it gets worse...3 xtra hrs 2 spend...but HOWWWWW....

Worst thing I am unable 2 figure it out wats wrong wid me...blaming life everytime...I knw it wont help...the problem is wid me...but wat is it...y cant i figure out...and why the hell am i taking out my frustration writing this.....I end it here...but wat wil I do now...I think run the same LOOP until I figure out wats wrong and wat really shud b done...

PS - and now wen I m ready 2 publish this...NET IS DOWN...AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH